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so these things have happened recently:
me and trista broke up (still very good friends tho)
grandpop had a heart attack and survived
john mitchell my mates dad also had a heart attack but didn't survive. god rest his soul.
failed uni, and hav been kicked out.
moved out of home, with nan.

these things might be happenin in near future:
gettin a full time job or goin to tafe haven't decided yet.

thats all folks.

hey, picnic thursday 20/9 meet at king edward park at 11am. byo food etc. hope to see you there,

so haven't updated in a while. um, drinking less but still smoking. stopped smoking for a little over a month but started again unfortunately. got my first speeding ticket, 60 in a 50 zone. still sick of uni, can't figure out why i wanted to go in the first place, probly becos i got nothin better to do. house hunting has basically halted, will be startin again soon. things socially have improved greatly - no i'm not elaborating on that any1 that doesn't kno obviously doesn't need to kno. well i think thats all.

heres my uni times and stuff.
Monday 9 - 5
Tuesday 5 - 7
Wednesday 5 - 8
Thursday 9 - 3 followed by drinking at the bowling club (inc. Pool comp)7 til anytime after that.
Friday sweet fuck all, gotta love 3 day weekends!

and that about sums it all up.

woot, i stiil hav no power, but nan who is only 1km at most away dos. :< so naturally i'm at his house leeching his power and internets. downstairs got flooded pretty crappy, pool table is all good, but the carpet isn't so good. spent friday night driving around town in a massive 4wd helping randoms out. we changed up like 10 cars so they wouldn't move and people were like why are you doin that, bout 5 minutes later the cars that the owners wouldn't let us chain got swept around heaps couple of them smacked into trees. if i was a crueler person i would hav said something smartass. saturday night was spent checkin out the damage at sanjays, his house is pretty much fucked and they've moved in with his sister.

so i just had a car accident. and it wasn't my fault either. although it was a P platers fault. he came round the roundabout going the wrong way, proceeded to drive head long into my car, then high tailed it out of there. superficial damage to the car, but i'm still not goin to have a car while they fix it. oh and i'm physically fine too, didn't even set off the air bag which makes me wonder how much force it actually takes to set em off. then on the way home, i saw a grey car of similar shape with p plates with blue paint transfer where i have grey paint transfer.

hi, my names pete and i'm an alcoholic, thanks for listening. ps. done with smokin, its goooooone. from me, yes really done with the cancer sticks both me and my sis.

Go ahead... Ask me personal questions...

or any questions at all, no matter how random, penetrating, personal, hard, rude, critical, trivial, or vacuous, i'll answer them all to the best of my ability.

1. How does the world see you?
Thin Lizzy - Bad Reputation. (haha awesome)

2. Will I have a happy life?
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed (that seems to be a definate no)

3. What do my friends think of me?
Tool - Sober (hahahahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha so fitting)

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Korn - Tearjerker (not sure bout that one, could go either way)

5. How can I make myself happy?
Misfits - Astro Zombies (by not being a "son of a bitch"?)

6. What should I do with my life?
Megadeth and Nine Inch Nails - Symphony of Destruction (hmmm. become a mortal god and destroy everything including myself. sounds good to me)

7. Will I ever have children?
Seether - Love Her (ummmm, maybe?)

8. What is some good advice for me?
Evanescence - Call Me When Your Sober (quite obviously, cos right now i feel like crap due to 1 hell of a hangover)

9. How will I be remembered?
Seether - Needles (...oh)

10. What's my signature dancing song?
Acdc - Long Way to the Top (hmmm i suppose)

11. What's my current themesong?
Seether - Sold Me (applicable, and yes i hav a lot of seether, thats probably an understatement)

12. What do others think is my current themesong?
Misfits - Helena (oooh i'm a crazy guy that cuts people up woot)

13. What shall they play at my funeral?
Metallica - Imperial Death March (ok, i fudged that one but come on that would be so awesome)


14. What type of men/women do I like?
Kidney Thieves - Black Bullet (awesome, i'd take Free Dominguez any day)

15. How's my love life?
Motley Crue - Shout at the Devil (hahaha)

16. My dreams are?
Judast Priest - Highway the Harley Davidson Theme Song (Woot i wanna be a biker)

17. My death will be?
Cake - Going the Distance (slowly grinding away)

18. This year will be?
Green Day - Godd Riddance (the time of my life obviously)

19.- My mind is?
Misfits - Bullet (smashed into smithereens like JFK's)

20. What is my destiny?
Tool - Laterulus (...? no one knows what that songs about)

happy birthday jess. i will probly be turning up at the workers club sometime around 2030 - 2100 sorry running in 24 hour time cos of crappy work. anywhoooo happy birthday and i'll hopefully see ya there.

ya kno what, i've noticed a pattern/ the more i drinnk the more emo/saddisy/whatever mu post get. the fact its taken me 8 attempts to hit the fulltsop key and spell attemot sugggests sumthing to me, i dun need any mre alcohol. thnk u.

well i went to the physio yesty, to check up me achilles(which i've torn most of the fibres). the doc told me that. he also says i have an alcohol problem, which i could tell him no worries, he also reckons i'm suffering from deppresion and overweight. to which i told him he was fuckin an idiot, so he said i was in denial. he says because im 68kg i'm obviously obious, obeus, however ya spell the fuckin thing, so i told him to take a fuckin bmi(body mass index) which return that i have fuck all fat. so i told him he was a dickhead and maybe he should reconsider what he's doin cos obviously he is tellin quite a few people the wrong thing. just for personal confirmation does any1 think i have any form of a beer gut? dun worry bout the alcoholism and smokin. i'm workin on that, well the smokin anyways, please if any1 see's me smokin feel free to tell me i;m a dickhead etc, i need a fuckin kick in the arse to get rid of the stupid things, me and my mate marshy are quittin. hopefully this is for good. but booze has a very definate place in my life, corsin thru my veins :>. anyways have a good 1 ya'll.

nb: i am fully sober honest.

ok, no one else has organised it so. tomoro night, in town, meet at 9 at Crown and Anchor downstairs. If any1 wants a lift i have room for 2 people. if u read this pass it on to any1 and everyone.

i think they lie.

You fell away
What more can I say
The feelings evolved
I won't let it out
I can't replace your screaming face
Feeling the sickness inside

So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break out
I can't relate
To a happy state
Feeling the blood run inside

Why is everything so fucking hard for me?
Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine




I'm over it.
You see I'm falling in a vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last I see

I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
You feel them finding
Always whining
Take my hand
Now be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone

I'm over it
Why can't we be together?
Endlessly
Sleeping so long
Taking off the masks
At last I see